Everyday Better Me and My Art

 Would you think we get answer from a potted plant when we were searching for the idea of finding a way in our lives? I thought so.  Today's topic is orchids. Many people believe that the orchid was the first flower to bloom on Earth, that it will bloom if it likes where it is, and that orchids can only yield under certain conditions. It is really difficult to care for because you don't only have to take good care of the orchid for it to bloom. We know it's not a talking creature, but it's pretty coy. If the conditions are right for the orchids, they will bloom. It blooms wherever it pleases and doesn't care what you give it. It is obstinate.  Orchids are incredibly lovely. You may not share my interest, but I have always found it fascinating. white, violet, and blue I haven't yet met a blue orchid. Purple and white have both been in my nearness.   I am always fascinated by the orchids without knowing who their owner was. But there is one who taught me a great l...

 I was at college and struggling with some problems. My friends told me that there is one thing I enjoy doing: painting. Why am I not starting to paint? Yes, I had distanced myself mentally from painting. I thought I have no talent or time for hobbies.  I made a decision one day to start. I purchased a book and a set of watercolors. I looked for simple painting concepts, fashion and animal paintings, and later I colored tiny images.  Some days, I desired to paint something I saw, so I got my brush for it and returned to my chair. I only had one brush then. I'll never forget a memory. It was that my housemates, who are always my supporters, were outside. They came and gave me two brushes. They are my favourite gifts ever received! I only remember the smiles on my friends' faces. They were happy to see that I am going to be better. I believe I cried at that time. With the pandemic and the new global crisis, jobless days began soon after graduation. My parents were at home d...

  Hi, it's Mercury! Today we honor the world's greatest existence. The reason for who I am. the mother. The Capricorn Queen. Those who never get along but are sympathetic to each other's emotions. When I look at you, I'm ruminating. We evolved together. We're all growing up together. I colored my mood trackers with love and happiness. I'm forgetting our wounds today. We are not required to remember them. The day is all about eating cakes, getting together, laughing, and documenting our experiences. When I walk into this house, I hide my work worries, anxiety, and stress beneath my coat. I'm with my siblings, cousins, and other family members. My heart keeps love close to me. Family means a lot. It is both divine and prejudicial. How did your mental habits start? How did you decide to be different? There is both love and hurt. It changes from family to family. We all know everything is tight to the family.  I am not passing judgment on anyone. Today is a day ...

 I've had a rough few days. I made an effort to reduce my anxiety by repeating words some of the recent affirmations I had written . I assume it doesn't really help because some issues continued all day. I was tired as a result of the struggle, and I had deep sleep with a variety of dream scenarios.  My parents' close friends were invited yesterday. Delicious cakes and bagels were cooked by us. We were fully prepared. When they arrived at around six o'clock, the parents' conversation turned solemn and dinner started to take place. They also have a daughter who is seven years old and the same age as my sibling. So we're both concerned with making her happy. I had fun playing some old games and coloring book with a Harry Potter theme.  I once paused and looked at them. My grandparents, my parents, that couple, their daughters, and my siblings. We're all having chats. We were talking, laughing, and often changing conversation partners. What a great spot to be w...

 Here we are on the second day of the year. A new chapter, clean and empty. I'm reminiscing on the last year. What did I achieve? I also looked back at the previous year. I'm comparing them. I became aware of my actions.  Starting a new year is not comparable to completing a year. I have some goals that are relevant to my life. Let's pick your journal now. This time, we're going to write lessons from the last two years. If you're prepared.  Returning to 2021. We were in the midst of the pandemic. I did not have a job. I've kept myself responsible and I also had some familial issues. One day, I received a call from my cousin inviting me. I wasn't eager for it, but I finally went to her. Anyone who knows me well knows that I don't enjoy watching television shows or movies. She searched for a documentary on Netflix after logging in. We found "The Secret" since it seemed charming. I had no idea I needed it at that moment.  I remember that my mother...

  A great start to the new year: it is Sunday. Waking up unruffled, drinking a glass of water, washing my face,  taking a walk in the park, coming home and taking a hot shower before breakfast. Sounds great. I pick an empty notebook for journalling in 2023.  I want to start my new year full of gratitude for 2022. A lot of things happened! I'm picking my words carefully. I do not feel regret about my mistakes in 2022. I took lessons. I got therapy to find my way easily. I drew a path for myself. Now, my friend, If you want to fresh start in the new year, I would like you to accompany me. Pick a notebook. Mine has no image of 2023. It is little, tiny and also has a nice bind around itself.  If you're ready, let's fill it with gratitude.  "I am grateful for making the effort to create my own path." "I am grateful to start exercising with a trainer." "I am grateful to learn not to blame myself in my relationships." They are some examples to enli...